I feel better about it today. Maybe because I actually got some sleep last night. Unlike Sunday night, which saw me staring at the ceiling for a long time. And the Door, for an even longer time.
I have to leave David anyway. I may as well enjoy whatever I can get from Rachel for the time being. Just because we'll never be in a relationship, doesn't mean I don't enjoy her company. And god she has the sweetest kiss...
So there you go.