Yes, I have been quiet.
I don't really know why. I'm not sleeping well at all, what happened with me and Rachel seemed to fuck with my head a bit. I haven't split up with David yet, as he was almost suicidal on Friday, and I didn't want to be the one to push him over the edge.
That means I'm not free to persue anything with her, and I'm going to lose my chance if I don't do something very soon. God I don't even know what I can do.
I'm still not convinced she feels anything towards me, not in that way anyway. Sometimes the way she looks at me... She's so inviting, and it would be all too easy to take advantage of the situations we get in. I'm wussing out, which is totally unlike me.
I used to be able to pick up any woman I wanted, just by looking at them.
She's pretty much destroyed my confidence, lol.